My darling,

Hey!
How are you?

I know, it's been a long time. I can't apologize enough for disappearing. Please don't take it personally. I promise, it was me, not you.
I started this as a place to hang out and vent my frustrations. To bullshit about my day. To say all the things to you that I couldn’t in real life. To just talk about the songs I love.

But, it got away from me. It became more of a place that I was hiding things rather than a place to share things. I know that makes no sense, but it’s the way it was. I feel better about life now – I’ve found a balance for everything that I hope will allow me to follow through – if for no other reason than because it’s the only way we’re together anymore.

I missed you so much. I still do. It breaks my heart.

Not a day went by in the last year that I didn't think about you and wonder how you were.

Yeah – you.

In Utah, in Canada, in the UK, in Rio, in the Outback, in Denver, in Dallas – every single day. I thought about your music, your homes, your clocks, your lives, your shenanigans, you.

I hoped you were well, I hoped you were happy, I hoped you had everything you wanted.

I hoped you hadn’t forgotten about me.

I hoped that one day, I’d be back and you could forgive me.

And here I am, asking for forgiveness.

Asking you to come back to me. Come with me.

I’ll be better, this time.

I love you.

Always have. Always will.

The Scene Aesthetic - "Come What May"