11/5/10

Don't judge.

I know it's been three weeks. Did you think I didn't know that? Really??

C'mon people. I'm well aware of my blog failures.

No excuses - just busy.

I talked to a... friend yesterday.
Wait.
You guys remember Ninja Turtle, right? That's who it was.

Well, much as I'd like to rub his stupid face in some of the shit he's got going on right now, the more compassionate side of me just felt... bad. I know - I was as surprised as you.

I don't want to go into a lot of detail about things, but even after everything he and I have been through, every awful thing he's done and said, for that matter, all the awful things *I* have done and said, he's still dear to me. There's some dark corner of my heart where he and that part of my life reside. I don't know why, and to tell you the truth, blogions, I don't think it's a good idea for me to think too much about it. Self-recognition is not something I'm interested in. Already fully aware of what a hateful person I am, thankyouverymuch. No need to examine it.

So, because he's still on the brain, and this song was running through my head:

Kenny Loggins - "This Is It"

I had to go back and make sure I hadn't used this somewhere else. Looks like I haven't, which, honestly, surprises me. I love this song. It applies to so many situations - obviously it's about relationships, but it could be about a job interview... if you really used your imagination.
Which I know my readers are good at doing.

Like imagining this blog has a decent blogger behind it... right??

Love you guys!
See you next week.

XOXO

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